I just want you.

Saying goodbye...basically sucks. I'm wearing his ring that he hated so I stole from him and now that he's gone it suddenly means a lot more and I'm clutching onto this ring because its the only solid bit of him here.

Images from this tumblr site, and weheartit.com.

In Regards to Cooking...

I want to get better at it. Period.
Here's some pretty food blogs I've found:
a chow life
the wednesday chef
sassy radish

and a whole-wheat pizza crust I want to try, next pizza dinner I make.

Also, from Molly's Orangette, I know I've made this before, and I really want to make soba a steady part of my diet. Because it is so yummy and good for me. Ah, and for simple lunch ideas, this one seems right now.

Ah, yes. Some other beauty I have been loving:

-This online book. It makes me want to make a children's book just so I can illustrate it
-Some lovely images on this blog
-A screen-printing how-to I will be trying in the near future

I'm writing all of this from my NEW LAPTOP! It's a white MacBook and just about the prettiest goshdarn this I've ever seen. That is, until I paint it. ;) which I might.
So I'm loading all of my pictures and music onto it as I type this, so I'll add some pretty pictures to this post shortly.

Goal for today: make it special, make it wonderful, make it new, make it mine.  

skin and cloth and nature

a new kind of heartache.

Oh, let me disappear sometimes. From this world, from this uneasiness. 

Sometimes I think that my emotional heart is too big for my being. 

ink on paper